Thursday, March 30, 2006 5:07 AM
yeah. today can go to school late. hahas. but am i having the mood to go? just woke up and i slept for 6 hours!! gosh. don't know why i slept so long, perhaps i'm just tired and that's why i got no mood. lols. superb damn warm at my house! then yesterday black out for a while and all my data lost liao. so sad.

i didn't chen qiang lor. i'm not denying anything. because i expected the answer to be in this way. is just that you don't believe me. don't worry la. 01/04 will be the day that you would be able to do what you want. i will be alright. :)

sorry if my words shocked you. but i did really pluck up the courage to tell you. and yes, i used to like you deeply, but not now. now, i will reject my feelings towards you. so just don't worry. don't apologise la, it's not your fault. i just know that IF you were to avoid me and reject my care for you as a friend, i will be damn disappointed. just treat me as a friend at least.

perhaps after 01/04, everything will be different. perhaps i intend to be neutrel. perhaps i will just heck care all about relationships and concentrate on my studies. missed so many lessons, time to really study on my own. SIGH! am i regretting what i did? perhaps yes bahs.